Today is the 4th anniversery of my Son Jeff's death. It will be a trying day as I have already thought about him several times. They say that times heals, but it doesn't heal it just allows you to adjust a little. We all still miss him very much. We miss how he loved to pick at his Mother every chance he got. How he was always there when I needed Him.
Although we miss Jeff Very much it has taught us to hold our other Children Closer to our hearts. In my mind there has never been a favored child, they all had their unique ways which were a part of our relationship. But the loss of one makes you realize and appreciate this uniqueness even more in the others.
I just want to say I Love and miss Jeff as much today as I did 4 years ago.
This will be a hard day for me the rest of my life. But he made the rest of them so much brighter by his coming into them.

Love Dad